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[VERSE 1]

Picture me in a casket, blasted
Never nobody knew how long
The pain lasted, keep my eyes tight
I'm frightened but I fights like Tyson
When playin' this game of life
I'm losing, longing to be enlightened
Absorb my mind state, reduce the crime rate
And take me out when running toward the Lord
I see 'em fake me, out shook me
So from church I play hookie
Listen to the words of a brother
The sick stutters, so you better better
Get the get the bags ready
Comes a killer killer like Skagnetti
My brains contaminated, Hella rotten
Wasn't me that killed you
Who was it what was it
The effects of the mildew, my brain's wilted
In my eyes the world is a bit tilted
Lord take me away
Before somebody else gets killed
Blood spilled seriously
This is the letter to my homies
I'll be missin'
God told me to behold a pale horse
But I didn't listen, it's hard man
My life is scarred man, I'm losing my mind
So now it's time, sincerely signed..
N9NE

[CHORUS x2]

I just wanna die
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hanging on
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way it has to be

[VERSE 2]

I made your life a living hell with my infidelity
Remember your telling me
All I give a damn about
Is weed stems and melodies, remember you
Spent 30 minutes in the hospital parking lot
Crying when the blood test read
The baby of another woman was mine, 99.99
You should've left
A long time ago like Mary J. say
Just let it go like Ray J. Con't
I know your mamma heard you yelling mayday
Spent my life trying to R-A to the P
You sick of me
Always bein' B to the R-O-K to the E
Now there's nothin' else left of me
I was a bum, but you still wanted some
Through the rain, snow and thunder
Foul ups , bleeps and blunders
But no man shall tear asunder is what you said
You should've put multi bullets
In my head when you found that evil
Instinct was a song
Where the events actually went on
This is the letter to my homie, my friend
Who put up with me for 8
So now to take me really quickly is my fate
I'm sorry for making it hard
I know your scarred, I'm losing my mind
So now it's time, sincerely signed..
N9ne

[CHORUS x2]

I just wanna die
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hanging on
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way it has to be

[VERSE 3]

I love ya'll, the dynamic duo, my babies
It ain't your fault
That your daddy's crazy
Donny, I miss your drumming like me
One day you'll be ruling, Leelee
I miss you in my face yellin'
Daddy, what you doin', You two are the reason
Why I'm still standing today
But I'm 1600 miles away
And you get my heart sinkin'
When I start thinkin' about you babies
I heavily start drinkin'
On a daily puffin', I'm seeing my heart
I gots to toughin'
Can't see me leavin' my angels with nothin'
So I keep bussin', Use my pain for you two
I've gotta come up in the game
So one day you can do the same with yours
Love you galore and I ain't playin'
makin' me put an end
To this suicidal mind state sayin'

[CHORUS x2]

I just wanna die
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hanging on
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way it has to be

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